WHY??

WHY DO I WRITE?

Most all of my posts have been depressing. Maybe I should take time now to explain just a bit of why this is the case. I have had some really hard moments in the past three years, not every day or every moment, but many really hard moments. In these times of distress, depression, whatever they may be I feel like a teapot that is ready to explode because the spout is clogged. My writing (typing) is a way to "unclog" the spout, thus the steam is able to escape the boiling pot.

WHY DO I TYPE?

I found in the past that my fingers do not match the speed of my mind when it comes to writing, the writing is so messy and illegible that even I can not read it after a short time. When I am thinking and ready to "write" I have found that typing is a way for my fingers to keep up with my mind, and I can always read it later.

WHY DO I SHARE?

I haven't came up with a good answer for this, but it is definitely not for attention, the only attention it has gained me has been somewhat negative.....so....IDK.....I think it is just to feel like the steam is escaping somewhere other then back into the pot.